I'm sitting up in bed, leaning against my pillows. My whole body aches, and I feel exhausted. Why? The most exercise I did was an hour dog walk. My shoulders are so tense it hurts to move them or raise my arms. They used to be so tense for so long that I stopped feeling pain, but then I met a friend at school, Tia, who knew how to fix them. Emmy used to rub my neck when it got stiff, but Emmy's over a hundred miles away. I'm begging my parents to let me go back there some weekend. I want to see Emmy, Jaye, Arax, Tia, Isabella – heck, I want to see Dee. I don't think it will happen.
But I know why I feel so horrible. I missed my antidepressants last night, then figured, "Hey, why not see what it's like without them?" The answer? A slight constant headache. And then my body/mind swings from "misery, misery, misery" to "SEX! SEX! SEX!" Then sometimes one's going "misery!" and the other's going "SEX!" Unfortunately, I have no one to share my newfound sex drive with.
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